Sorry, sometimes they really take a toll on me.
So I guess you told me to hold on, and I'm hanging there, not sure about everything.
I don't know what to believe in anymore, or what not to believe.
Sometimes I look back at everything you said, I wonder if they were even true.
".. that's all anyone wants from anyone else,
not love itself but the knowledge that love is there "
I guess, it may be true but I don't know.


Dory asked me this today " Would you rather him getting hurt, or you instead ? "
I paused, than replied " Well, I guess, me "
Dear 455986598007, I'm still hanging there.




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GO FRANCE ! ZIDANE YOU'RE MY FAVOURITE PLAYER THAT'S IN THE FINALS :) FRANCE IS GOING TO WIN THIS YEAR. EVEN THOUGH THAT GUY FROM ITALY IS SO EFFING HOT :D
On a lighter note, school was brilliant today. POA with Dory & Sok was like priceless and I laughed till my stomach ached. With Sok and her Britney Eng. Haha, than after recess spent time with clique and Candice didn't come ): She came for remedial though :) It was really fun la, I think school really makes me forget about all these problems that I have now. Sorry if I've been so emo. You have no idea what I'm going through, because you're not me.


To Denise, Choey, Cherlene & Dory, thank you for being there when I needed someone, thank you so much <3


PS: That quote was taken from Bird's blog after Dory told me today in school.